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Christian House Party

by Christian House Party

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I wish upon a shooting star I watch the sky, will it to fall With fingers crossed my hearts alive I pray that I see you tonight I pray that I see you tonight I pray I’m on my knees begging the sky I can not help living a lie I don’t deserve such sweet romance With empty thoughts and empty hands I walk with you so late at night I guess I thought we had the time I feel you start to drift away Just as the dawn brings in the day I never thought it could end like this I had my eyes on heaven I wasn’t waiting for the twist I thought we meant forever I thought you meant forever When I can’t sleep I pace the house Hoping the silence drowns you out I cannot bear your memory Please let me go, please let me be If you could only see me now I still won’t speak your name aloud Even across oceans of time When I’m alone you’re on my mind I still remember how it felt I tell myself the story Chasing you I lost myself For what it's worth I’m sorry I’m sorry
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Night Dance 05:06
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I shouldn’t be here, I feel so ugly My skin doesn’t fit Surrounded still I feel alone Nothing to calm my nerves I wish that I could go I with that they would go The fragile statues, they whisper secrets I try to listen A stranger in a strangers land No one to take my hand The walls are closing in My eyes are closing I cover my eyes, I close them tight and count to ten The fear in my heart won’t suffer silent anymore I light the candles, offer my prayers to the wind My fingers tremble, a loss for words once again Those figures bathed in light Dancing and unaware Their beauty tortures me I can not help but stare Please take me in Make me one like you I offer you my soul There's nothing I won’t do A curtain of lies, I’m not the man you think I am I’m wasting your time, and such a shame it can’t be helped Don’t turn the lights down and tell me everythings okay I know what I say, it doesn’t matter what you say Cedar scented, an offering to the sky Cloaked in nostalgia, I can not help but wonder why It's never so dark, for me to hide what I am And in this garden my very presence is a sin
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Coffin Rock 04:56
We gather round the flame Like hungry animals Each with a secret shame Each with a cross to carry We walk the streets at night You won’t see us at all We must avoid the fight So we avoid the question What will you tell the children One day they’re sure to ask You can not change the truth and They won’t accept the past Once they walked right beside you They hung on every word Those days are gone forever Those days are gone for good We’re made of broken pieces All sewn together wrong Our sense of dread increases Our sense of who we are and You think we haven’t heard you You put it all on us We don’t know who to turn to We don’t know who to trust We try to flip the plot Write in a happy ending We’re everything you’re not We’re everything you’re scared of We have to find the words Struggle and get the thoughts out It can’t get any worse It can’t get any harder
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Try to think Try to focus Try to breathe Get yourself under control Try to sleep Try to forget it Try to breathe Please try to keep your voice down Hopeless It’s never getting better Selfish I’ve got to look out for myself All the years we wasted All the tears we tasted Can we finally let it lie Count on me Count your blessings Count to three Get yourself under control Counting sheep Count on something else Count to three Please try to keep your voice down Hopeless It’s never getting better Selfish I’ve got to do this for myself All the years we wasted All the tears we tasted Can we finally let it lie All that we have lost Can’t fathom what it cost And I’ll never be at peace All the things you said They echo in my head And they never leave me be
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Pin Cushion 05:17
Sleepless and barely walking I question how much I can take Wrapped tight around your finger I surrender calling out your name When I’m alone and tired I wonder why I tolerate this Entranced, enthralled, and under lock and key I can’t escape this When all my friends desert me I wonder where I’m gonna turn The way in front of us is lit by the bridges that you burn When all is said and done I wonder if I missed the moment Watching a smile haunt your lips I finally catch the punch line My soul is torn apart by daggers from your eyes Convinced of your perfection I offer you my life Tied tight and quickly drowning still begging you to stay You had no second thoughts about throwing me away Despite our time together I never figure out your game Your hooks are deep inside me, I suffer calling out your name When finally torn apart I wonder if I could have saved it Slipping beneath the surface I finally understand you

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released September 19, 2017

Xander - Guitar/Vocals
Заша - Bass
Kid - Drums

Mixed and Mastered by Bryan W. Fleming of Rig Time! (rigtime.bandcamp.com)

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Christian House Party Los Angeles, California

Christian House Party is a Goth/Deathrock band from Los Angeles CA which seeks to push the blackwave sound even further by combining the rich
atmosphere of black metal with the Icy, reverb drenched sound of early post-punk. With a diverse blend of influences and a propensity towards the theatrical Christian House Party is crafting songs to soundtrack your next lonely walk after midnight.
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