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Caught Dead

from Modern Eyes by Christian House Party

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I’ve reached the end of the road

Made nothing of myself

I’m trapped inside and endless loop

I’ll never make it out

And yet I see what I have lost

What I can never have

I see my feet have turned to stone

A scream dies in my chest



Now that the memories have faded

I’ve turned myself into all I hated

There’s no excuse for what I’ve done

So undeserving of your love

I try so hard just to catch my breath

I’ve still got to make it to the end

And all for nothing here we are

And all for nothing I’ve gone too far



I arm myself with the words

More eloquently said

So when they lay me in the ground

It seems like it mattered

Moving so fast, I’m standing still

And I can not keep up

I made a cage for myself

But couldn’t make a key

Now that the memories have faded

I’ve turned myself into all I hated

There’s no excuse for what I’ve done

So undeserving of your love

I try so hard just to catch my breath

I’ve still got to make it to the end

And all for nothing here we are

And all for nothing I’ve gone too far

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from Modern Eyes, released November 27, 2020

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Christian House Party Los Angeles, California

Christian House Party is a Goth/Deathrock band from Los Angeles CA which seeks to push the blackwave sound even further by combining the rich
atmosphere of black metal with the Icy, reverb drenched sound of early post-punk. With a diverse blend of influences and a propensity towards the theatrical Christian House Party is crafting songs to soundtrack your next lonely walk after midnight.
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